rant

went to test run the directors chair film with will this morning which is vicky cristina barcelona. i wanted to see it anyway but i was pleasantly surprised by just how good it was. i really enjoyed it, not really sure what made it so good. the narration was quite odd (a good point) and penelope cruz was mental (another good point).
conclusion?
vicky cristina barcelona was good.

i am in a horror of a mood. it's too hot today, everyone i asked about jobs said they do it online now so i came home rather than carrying on like i should have and looked on the internet for jobs and there are none. which means i have to go out with cv's again which is not fun. i'm so screwed if i don't get something soon.

i'm trying to sort some stuff on my website but that's being rubbish aswell. it's not adding a page. and it's doing it in the worst way possible. if a computer tells you somethings not working then fine, annoying but at least you know the computer is aware of you trying to do something. everytime i click 'add new page' it just directs me back to the main page and there is no new page and no reasoning for why this has happened.

trying to just think about the new flat but i'm not sure if will is going to want me in it at this rate. and i say his flat because i'm out of work in a week and will therefore be living off will if he manages to afford rent and everything else on his own.

i'm also hungry and i have no idea what to do for dinner.

and i ordered some plain canvas bags off ebay so i could make them pretty and sell them but they haven't turned up yet so i can't even distract myself with that and trick myself into thinking that it would make me enough money to not worry for a month or so about there not being any jobs.(even though in reality i probably won't sell any for ages)

rubbish

i'm also annoyed at packing. i don't have enough space in my room for all my stuff as it is. where am i supposed to keep the boxes full of stuff that has come out of the drawers? where?! exactly, there is no where for the boxes to go.

i wish something magic would happen that meant money wasn't a worry. i'm not being selfish either, all i want is enough for rent, bills, food, etc and a bit left over for art stuff. hence the worry. i wouldn't be complaining if i was poor like how people are 'poor' because they can't afford another outfit for another meal out followed by another night out drinking followed by another taxi home as a goodbye event ready for their departure on another holiday. just want enough that i don't end up evicted or in horrible debt. please?

anyway i'm going to stop whinging. i have an awesome flat to look forward to with my awesome will and it's awesomely close to the train station (because i'm being postive now and i will be able to afford to go to london just for fun soon). and just in general i am rather lucky even if right now is hugely daunting and crappy. and the supersizers eat the eighties is on tonight and that can only be good.


and the grades were released for semester b and i passed! i'm sticking with my 'i don't care what i get so long as i passed' by not telling anyone my grades because i really don't care. i have a degree! i have given myself a pat on the back. will passed everything too. i am proud of him. well done will.

don't know if it comes across very well but as an overview: i need a job. i haven't found a job. i'm panicking about money.

disclaimer: when i was whinging about 'poor' people i wasn't moaning about anyone in particular so don't get your knickers in a twist.

they've got your w wotsit dot number

will's at work so i'm watching 'from hell' and fiddling with the internet.

phoned the house agents today and apparently all there is to do now is on the day we are moving (which i'm not going to tell you for obvious reasons) we just have to go down and pay our deposits and pick up the keys. i thought it'd be more complicated than that. hopefully it'll turn out that it's actually as easy as it seems.



made a tonne of lasagne yesterday ready for when will came home from work in an attempt at being housewifey and then to survive off for the rest of the week. lasagne is quite difficult in how many steps there are, maybe next time i'll be a bit more organised in advance of starting. looked pretty good and was pretty tasty though, if i do say so myself.

then william took me to see drag me to hell. it was so good. the old school logos at the start, when the gypsys teeth fell out and was gumming on her chin, "i beat you, you old bitch". a good mix of scary and funny. and a good moral tale of someone getting as they deserved i think. and also a good amount of popcorn and pepsi courtesy of will. gotta love cinema food.

this tropical moth as i would describe it was waiting for me in the bathroom the other day. twas really yellow and then it flew at me so i had will catch it. doesn't look like it belongs in hatfield to me, but then, i know nothing about moths.

i saw this on flickr and was amazed. i've seen some really poor photoshop when it comes to twilight and some that's not so bad but still just plain wrong (seriously, photoshopping robert pattinsons head onto a models body is actually kind of an insult, nice way to show your love to him...) but this is actually amazing. the more i look at it the more i see how it was put together but at a first look i reckon it's pretty believable.
still quite harsh though considering she apparently has a boyfriend who isn't pictured here.



on the wall just outside the illustration part of the degree show someone started a trend of drawing on the wall and left a load of pens so anyone that came could add if they wanted to. would have been a good idea if it hadn't turned into playground graffiti, people just started drawing crude willies all over the place.
there is, however, a part of the wall that made me laugh. for some reason at some point of the degree laura did a drawing of will with a tophat on and proceeded to add him into a load of her projects just by adding a tophat every now and then, and his signature long hair, as seen added to this dinosaur. genius. especially considering he reckons he's never worn a tophat in his life.

going to go try and ebay myself some canvas bags in the hope of making them pretty and selling them on. wish me luck...or even better, keep an out on my website and buy one when they appear.

uh degree show

well the show is nearly over (just monday left) and i think it's gone quite well. we were in yesterday to do our 'guarding' shift and none of our work has fallen down or started to peel off the mount board and will only had 2 business cards left and at least half of mine were gone and i had the pleasure of seeing some people actually take some. the private view on tuesday was really busy and the illustration room was mentally hot. everyone had a sweaty face which made it less enjoyable, we actually left an hour early because it got a bit too much. on the wednesday will's mum and nige came down to see it and we got frankie and bennie's for lunch before hand. then on thursday my mum and dad came to see it and we got our first chance to have a proper look at all the other subjects work aswell as our own. there's some really good stuff about this year but equally some quite poor stuff. then they took us to the red lion for dinner which was really nice and the weather held out so we could sit outside which was good. then on saturday nikki and mark came down and we did our guard shift while they wandered around everything else and then they took us out for dinner to the red lion too. good week for free fancy food! (thank you)



i received a letter saying that i owe the uni a load of money but they neglected to tell me what it was for. do they actually expect me to just hand it over without knowing what i've apparently not paid for? i think not.
me and will went to see coraline 3d this afternoon. it was so good. loved it. also loved the pick n mix and ice blast we treated ourselves to. yummy. feel like i need to balance it out with something healthy now though.
bought elle today and got a rather nice free bag. actually quite a decent usable one too. just need to find something to cover up the i <3 urban outfitters logo that's at the bottom.
this is my lunch that will made me today, i feel it was so good it deserves to be shown off. anyway, gonna leave the internet now, the laptop feels like its about to set fire.